seeking solace.
the name's cloudstar(celebrity). first name olivia.
i try hard not to let things get to me. true, i’ll grunt here and there about little things, but in five minutes, i’ll be onto another thing. and there are times like now where i just don’t wanna try to be calm or peaceful. i dont want to care. or i want to feel sad or angry.
then i think about others. everyone has a story. an issue. a something. and i go back to feeling bad to admitting all that i just did.
ok whatever. to make myself feel better i look at pictures of cute puppies. here’s a gratuitous one.
i know they look kinda funky or too skinny but i want an italian greyhound. i like them because they remind me of other animals. they’ll be one of many dogs i will come to own.
i’m kinda sad.
sometimes, i hate it when i feel sorry for myself. or when i mope or dwell or overthink.
jour treize - 11 juillet
day 13 - ooh how spooky! i visited pere lachaise - the famous cemetery which holds the bodies of the esteemed such as jim morrison, edith piaf, frederic chopin, and voici oscar wilde!
jour dix à douze - 8 to 10 juillet
8 juillet - we went to see a cabaret at the famous Le Lapin Agile in Montmartre
9 juillet - MONETS HOUSE + GARDIN in Giverny!
10 juillet - got my BerthillON again! aka the most popular and the best ice cream in paris! :D
